If we die in each others' arms, still get laid in the afterlife

Kanye is too good, his new album is damn near perfect.
speaking of damn near perfect...what up senior year!?
i think because ive been a nice kid all throughout high school
i'm getting rewarded now.
i got killer grades,acceptances are rollin' in, and i am in love.
lifes great.

i just realized ive been burnin' a whole lot...
and i love it.
im open to more ideas, im more creative,
and most importantly i think in a different way. I am more analytical.
i scan, read, and process every situation im in.
like a PC.
its like everything in life is blurry until i put smoke in the air
and then it feels like i just put on my glasses.
i feel like i can read peoples true intentions and see through their facade
that they put up.
its so obvious to me when im high
but otherwise im oblivious.
thats why im so quiet.
because i think to myself and process my new information.

this is why i rarely look at myself in the mirror
when im high.
its scary to find out that your kind-of-a-dick.
or have questionable-motives.
and God forbid having potential-but-too-lazy-to-do-anything-worthwhile.
ive felt all of those before and i get real scared because
its all true. (or has been true at one time or another)
but its refreshing to know that i have the courage
to be fully 100% honest with myself
sometimes.
a lot of people lie to themselves all their lives
which is sad.
i try to be honest with myself as much as possible
but its hard.
so i smoke to make it easier.

ive had many Epiphanies while high
its mind blowing.
you should try having your mind blown.
its nice